Owned Boy

i am evolving as a slave. Those who have read these pages will note an immediate difference. i am no longer using the 3rd person “boy” when speaking of myself. The rationale and justification for that usage is now gone. i asked LadyHotchKiss near the beginning of O/our relationship what i should call myself and She asked me what i wished to be called. At the time, i decided i wanted to use the 3rd person “boy” as a tool to help me get into the proper headspace when serving, or for that matter, even thinking of Her. It has become no longer necessary. i am in the proper headspace nearly all the time now, and in fact, have to consciously monitor myself when in vanilla situations so that i don’t appear slave-like at inappropriate moments.  There are other changes as well.

Lady HotchKiss has recently introduced me to edge play, previously a limit for me. And there is Her new pinwheel, custom made by a MasterCraftsman, which i had thought i would absolutely hate. Both of these utensils, in the hands of LadyHotchKiss, have brought me to sub-space much more quickly than any play prior to their introduction.  LadyH’s skill during sessions has also exponentially increased. Her pacing seems much more deliberate and She seems to take one through stages…ups and downs, warming body parts up, causing pain, introducing soft sensations alternating between hard and soft with no apparent pattern yet when all is done, obviously with a pattern. She is learning to play me with the skill of a concert pianist. i can only hope that i remain an instrument worthy of Her.

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