Orgasm Control – Part Deux (Careful What You Wish For)
Well, as i wished for, my orgasm denial described in the previous post was terminated. Thank You, Lady HotchKiss. It was, however, terminated not in a way i would have wished for. 33 days after the beginning of the denial period, which occured on Jan 13, i went to Lady HotchKiss for O/our regularly scheduled weekly play session. Since it would be the first time W/we’ve played since Dec 18, i have to admit my hopes were rather high that i’d experience the orgasm i had been craving since Dec 11. W/we have an agreement that if play is not to occur on O/our scheduled day, She would let me know prior to my arrival so that i would not get my hopes and expectations up too high and since She had not done so, i traveled to Her with great anticipation and pondering the wonders of BDSM that She might introduce me to on this occasion (not to mention the aforementioned orgasmic release!). i have to say here that on a number of occasions i had hinted to LadyH about how long it had been since i had a release.
On my arrival, Lady HotchKiss proceeded to outline a list of tasks that she wanted done (i am Her handyman), none of which included time in the dungeon and/or an orgasm! Filled with disappointment, yet striving mightily not to show it, i went about the tasks She required and when i had finished the last of them, presented myself to Her for further instructions. i am not sure of the look on my face as i awaited more chores but i am sure there was a grin on my face as She instructed me to go to the dungeon and get undressed. i would have skipped my way there if not for the fact that the dungeon is in the basement and skipping downstairs may have resulted in broken bones. She did not keep me waiting as She usually does, but arrived in the dungeon almost immediately after i’d gotten my clothes off and She told me we were going to do a little CBT (She loves CBT so i that was not entirely unanticipated) and that i should grab a towel and lay down on Her table. She proceeded to lock one wrist and the opposing ankle to the chains, squirted lube all over my cock and balls and told me to start masturbating! i was just a bit incredulous. Masturbation, for me, has always been a solitary experience and the only times i had been forced to do it with an audience present, ….well, let’s just say i had some difficulty….as i did this time as well. It likely didn’t help either that LadyH occasionally would arise and tickle my feet or use Her “pokey thingy” on my thighs. After some time, i began to feel a familiar urging and asked LadyH for permission to cum. She then started a countdown from 10 and when She got to 8, i could no longer hold it. It was not, however, the sort of cataclysmic orgasm i had been anticipated, but rather more of a slow oozing of fluid from my still limp cock with little to no orgasm as all!
The last time She gave me a countdown for orgasm, She had reached one and i still couldn’t cum for quite some time, so this time i waited much longer before asking, sure that even if i was on the verge of cumming, i could hold it for a few seconds. Such was not the case, and She did, in fact, mention afterward that i had not waiting until “one”. i made some sort of lame excuse about thinking She was giving me UNTIL She reached “one” to cum and to my surprise, She accepted that.
At any rate, i got the release i had asked for…it just wasn’t the release i had been hoping for. To say it was anticlimactic would be the understatement of the year. But, to give credit where credit is due, i did learn my lesson! In the future, whenever i am on orgasm denial, i will refrain from leaving hints about as to how i need to cum. i just may, once again, get exactly what i ask for.
by the way…. i was immediately put back on orgasm denial.
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