Coming out of Sub-Space

January 30th, 2010 |

Author: boy

Many people (myself included) have written about going into and being in subspace, even about sub-drop, which is related. But few have written about coming out of sub-space and so i will attempt that now.

my most recent foray into subspace was just yesterday, so i felt i should write about this while it’s fresh in my mind (i can’t be sure that i have even yet completely come out of subspace as i still feel a bit euphoric). i can only relate my own episodes, of course, so others may have differing experiences, but coming out of subspace for me seems to follow a pattern. LadyHotchKiss doesn’t always send me into subspace, and how deeply i go depends largely on Her ministrations as well. Yesterday i was well and truly into subspace, but not quite as deeply as i’ve been in the past.

While i enter into subspace during heavy “play” sessions, it actually deepens during the initial stages of aftercare. Aftercare is where i can relax, knowing i am being tended to and cared for. The relaxation itself sends me deeper still into subspace. i know the session is over and there will be no further pain. i know i don’t have to worry about anything at all, and can just drift with it and experience it fully. There is the key to subspace…not thinking about what happened or how you feel, but just letting go completely and actually experiencing how you feel, without thinking about it. It is a very pleasant, drifting sensation as you “visit” each part of your body affected by the session. After a time (which varies depending on how deep i have gone), awareness begins to return. The first thing i become aware of is LadyH cradling and comforting me while i am wrapped in a blanket. Then, one by one, all the sore spots begin to make their presence known, but not in a bad way. There is still the pleasant, drifting sensation, but with the additional awareness of one’s personal space.

At this point LadyH will usually lead me to a chair. i think the primary purpose of this is to see how well i can navigate and gauge my level of awareness. She will continue to touch and caress me, and after a time will begin to engage me in small talk, and then actual conversation. At this point, i am able to function again, but am still in some degree of subspace which will likely stay with me at least the rest of the day. For the next few hours, i will not want to think too hard about much of anything, so any tasks i have before me should be of a rote nature, where i can more or less go on “automatic pilot”. We generally session in the late morning and it’s followed by lunch, where my recovery continues. By the time i am ready to leave Her (usually to go to work), i can focus as necessary to complete any tasks i may have, but i still have a very “rosy” outlook. All is right with the world and nothing bothers me. i am basking in the afterglow of the session and of being in Her presence and care.

i have noticed that for a period of up to a couple of weeks, my disposition is always better after i’ve been in subspace. If i go too long without subspace, i return to my ordinary disposition, which is usually a happy one but susceptible, as most are, to moods, minor irritations, and so forth. For a good long while after subspace, nothing much bothers me at all and i am in good humor almost all the time. This manifests itself in all facets of my life…even work becomes more pleasant, and i am certainly more eager to see and serve LadyH in whatever capacity i may. Don’t get me wrong, She always gets first crack at all of my spare time as is Her right (as loyal readers will recall, i am a part-time slave), but in the afterglow of subspace, it is even more eagerly sought by me.

Owned Boy

Coming out of Sub-Space

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