Owned Boy

On this site i am Ownersboy.  On another i am KnowmyPlace. Both names were given me by my Owner, LadyHotchKiss and both are meant to remind me that i am a slave.  So what does that mean to me?  or to Her?  There seems to me to be a dichotomy in what my Owner desires in a slave.  On the one hand, She demands intelligence, a thinking slave, one who puts Her best interests first, even if it means contradicting Her or Her instructions.  She enjoys banter and appreciates wit.  When interacting with a slave, She tries to integrate Her own wants and needs with those of Her slave, feeling that a M/s relationship is symbiotic.  On the other hand, She tends to keep the slave at an emotional distance, not sharing private thoughts or concerns.  When not in use, the slave is rarely considered when making decisions which may in fact, affect the slave. And perhaps that is all as it should be.

In my evolution as a slave, i am finally coming to know that i am merely property.  i am there to be used in whatever way my Owner chooses.  my primary function within Her house is as a handyman, but as Her slave, i am there to serve. Whether that be in performing handyman functions, cleaning cat litter boxes, washing Her car, or just in providing amusement, my purpose is to serve.  Just as a good tool serves, or a piece of furniture, or any other possession. my biggest fault is in becoming too emotionally attached to my Owner. my attachment should be more to service, rather than to Her.  Property is not emotional.  A tool is not emotional, a chair is not emotional.  These are just implements designed to provide service, just as i am an implement to provide service. Once my service is done, i can be put aside and not thought of again until needed or wanted.

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