Owned Boy

This is absolutely ridiculous!!!  For months i have struggled with differing forms of orgasm control imposed by my Owner, LadyHotchKiss.  i have wondered constantly if there was purpose to Her experimentation or whether She was just amusing Herself.  i still don’t know the answer to that, and likely never will, but now that i have been released from all forms of orgasm control, and can cum whenever i choose to, in whatever way i choose…i find that i miss it!!What the fuck??? Did i actually say that??? Did i actually mean it???  YES.  i don’t know why exactly, but i do miss it. i suppose it has something to do with the control She exerts over me with orgasm control.  i do crave control, part of what makes most submissives submissive in the first place. And when i am under orgasm control, Her control extends beyond Her immediate reach and right into my most private moments. It is also a test of my obedience and devotion and each time i succeed at that test, i think of Her and say to myself  “i do this for You”.  i have fewer opportunities to please my Owner than a 24/7 slave does and so i relish each one that comes my way.

So now i’m in a quandary.  Given that i miss orgasm control, do i ask to be returned to it? That is a two-edged sword that i don’t think i am quite ready to place in Her hands (as if i have a choice in the matter, lol).  i may not appreciate at all the form which a new round of orgasm control may take. After all, never cumming again is the ultimate in orgasm control, and i most assuredly do NOT wish for that.

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