Archive for the ‘Play’ Category
Orgasm Control – Part IV
Yeah, i know, it’s becoming a fixation with me. But my Owner, LadyHotchKiss, keeps throwing more curves at me, causing me to experience it in different, even more intense ways. The last time i wrote of this subject, i told you that She had let me release and then immediately put me back under orgasm denial. (Orgasm denial differs from orgasm control in that under control, one is allowed to release under certain circumstances, i.e. once per week, upon accomplishing a known task, etc., whereas orgasm denial is just that…no orgasm allowed until and unless She relents). Read the rest of this entry »
Resounding success
i have written about the use of medical sounds (called sounding by some) before, but it has been some time and i believe the last time i wrote about it, it was a description of my first experience. Just the thought of a long metal rod being inserted in one’s cock was enough to send chills up my spine, and that first experience was marked by my fear of the unknown to the point where that fear was the most relevant part of the experience. Read the rest of this entry »
Coming out of Sub-Space
Many people (myself included) have written about going into and being in subspace, even about sub-drop, which is related. But few have written about coming out of sub-space and so i will attempt that now. Read the rest of this entry »
Orgasm Control – Part Deux (Careful What You Wish For)
Well, as i wished for, my orgasm denial described in the previous post was terminated. Thank You, Lady HotchKiss. It was, however, terminated not in a way i would have wished for. 33 days after the beginning of the denial period, which occured on Jan 13, i went to Lady HotchKiss for O/our regularly scheduled weekly play session. Since it would be the first time W/we’ve played since Dec 18, i have to admit my hopes were rather high that i’d experience the orgasm i had been craving since Dec 11. W/we have an agreement that if play is not to occur on O/our scheduled day, She would let me know prior to my arrival so that i would not get my hopes and expectations up too high and since She had not done so, i traveled to Her with great anticipation and pondering the wonders of BDSM that She might introduce me to on this occasion (not to mention the aforementioned orgasmic release!). i have to say here that on a number of occasions i had hinted to LadyH about how long it had been since i had a release. Read the rest of this entry »
A Humbling Experience
i have been in the lifestyle, both online and real life for about 12 years now, and had always been fascinated by a toy known as a “humbler”. Typically a humbler is made of carved wood and traps the balls between two layers of wood that are positioned behind the thighs such that it is impossible to stand straight. One must either kneel or move about while bent at the knees. Read the rest of this entry »
Humiliation play
Last week was not a good week for me at all. On top of missing O/our regular play session, i committed an irrational number of transgressions of varying degrees of seriousness from the inane to the very serious indeed. Read the rest of this entry »