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i’ve come to dislike holidays, as they tend to extend the time span between visits with LadyHotchKiss. This Xmas/NewYear’s was no exception with the added “benefit” of a physical ailment which prohibited both service and play. The day after Xmas, i threw my back out while putting together some exercise equipment. i’d had a back ache for about two weeks prior, but had been going to the chiropractor and believed i had it under control and that it was improving. Then, working on hands and knees (go figure!) putting together a recumbent bicycle, i felt my back tightening and about an hour after i finished….my back was finished. i could barely move. i spent the next week plus largely in bed suffering through ice-packs and visits to the chiropractor, which didn’t seem to help much at all. Read the rest of this entry »

As a slave, i am always seeking ways to be more useful and/or entertaining to my Owner. After viewing a clip on ball-busting i knew LadyH would enjoy that activity, i just wasn’t convinced i could handle it. i put the thought out of my mind, but it kept returning. i kept visualizing that clip and the sheer enjoyment on the face of the Domme administering the punishment. i couldn’t stop thinking about how much LadyH would also enjoy it. Read the rest of this entry »

i recently wrote a very egocentric and inappropriate posting for this blog and wish to apologize for it. After considering my words for a couple of days, i found myself embarrassed by what i had written and therefore i have deleted it.

i have found that is one of the problems with blogging. The thoughts one writes down are public as soon as it’s published. i think i need to find a diary site or something similar in which i can write my private thoughts. After further consideration, those private thoughts may be suitable for publishing, but i definitely need a place to privately store them so that i may ponder the validity of my thoughts and edit or delete as necessary before anyone else reads them.

i have always thought of myself as the logical type vs the emotional type, but since entering this relationship with Lady HotchKiss, i find i am much more emotional and therefore have to more carefully consider comments, either written or spoken, before committing to them publicly.

To LadyHotchKiss…i apologize.

i am evolving as a slave. Those who have read these pages will note an immediate difference. i am no longer using the 3rd person “boy” when speaking of myself. The rationale and justification for that usage is now gone. Read the rest of this entry »

to boy, slavery is a state of mind. it is not because She says boy is a slave, it is because boy feels he is a slave. Read the rest of this entry »