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Play Sessions

Those who have read some of these pages know that i prefer to write from a humorous point of view.  i think this posting is going to be of a more serious nature, as the last of LadyHotchKiss’s play sessions with me was of a more serious nature. W/we got back to some basics, which caused me to consider whether what we do is truly play or not. Read the rest of this entry »

Orgasm Control – Part Deux (Careful What You Wish For)

Well, as i wished for, my orgasm denial described in the previous post was terminated.  Thank You, Lady HotchKiss.  It was, however, terminated not in a way i would have wished for.  33 days after the beginning of the denial period, which occured on Jan 13, i went to Lady HotchKiss for O/our regularly scheduled weekly play session.  Since it would be the first time W/we’ve played since Dec 18, i have to admit my hopes were rather high that i’d experience the orgasm i had been craving since Dec 11.  W/we have an agreement that if play is not to occur on O/our scheduled day, She would let me know prior to my arrival so that i would not get my hopes and expectations up too high and since She had not done so, i traveled to Her with great anticipation and pondering the wonders of BDSM that She might introduce me to on this occasion (not to mention the aforementioned orgasmic release!).  i have to say here that on a number of occasions i had hinted to LadyH about how long it had been since i had a  release. Read the rest of this entry »

Orgasm Control

i think i’ve probably written on this subject before, as it’s been a part of my life since i became a member of the House of HotchKiss, but i think, with experience comes maturity and perhaps a different perspective, so it may be time for another iteration. As readers of this blog know, i am owned. Mind, body and spirit, by Lady HotchKiss.  As such, She owns my body and has the right to control it any way She chooses. It is no longer my cock, nor my balls…they are Hers to do with as She wishes.  There are other parts of me She owns and controls as well, for now i’ll focus on the cock and balls because lately that is where my focus has been. You see…i’m not only under orgasm control…at the moment i am under orgasm denial. Read the rest of this entry »

Holidays

i’ve come to dislike holidays, as they tend to extend the time span between visits with LadyHotchKiss. This Xmas/NewYear’s was no exception with the added “benefit” of a physical ailment which prohibited both service and play. The day after Xmas, i threw my back out while putting together some exercise equipment. i’d had a back ache for about two weeks prior, but had been going to the chiropractor and believed i had it under control and that it was improving. Then, working on hands and knees (go figure!) putting together a recumbent bicycle, i felt my back tightening and about an hour after i finished….my back was finished. i could barely move. i spent the next week plus largely in bed suffering through ice-packs and visits to the chiropractor, which didn’t seem to help much at all. Read the rest of this entry »

Ball Torture

Lady HotchKiss gave me the task of doing research on the dangers of ball torture, to include ball rupture.  Following is an article by Lady Jasmine that i found to be the most comprehensive treatment on the subject: Read the rest of this entry »

A Humbling Experience

i have been in the lifestyle, both online and real life for about 12 years now, and had always been fascinated by a toy known as a “humbler”.  Typically a humbler is made of carved wood and traps the balls between two layers of wood that are positioned behind the thighs such that it is impossible to stand straight. One must either kneel or move about while bent at the knees.  Read the rest of this entry »

Non-Service

i have been feeling out-of-sorts lately, and have endeavored to discover the reason(s) why.  i think i finally know.  Read the rest of this entry »